Why do some people’s lives have to be so damn hard? Especially when you know them well enough to know that they don’t deserve the life that they were dealt. Especially when it seems that they’re.. Almost trapped in it. Or at least for the meantime. It kills me not being able to help when I would literally do anything to help or even make them a tad bit happier or their life just slightly more tolerable. Its a fucking shame that anyone should ever wish to end their life due to the actions of others. No one deserves to be treated like that and its not okay. Especially in ones own home. How can you not let that get to you? Fuck. I just wish I could help. This is literally killing me on the inside and there ain’t jack shit I can do. Why must life be so damn cruel? It has to get easier than this. There has to be something that can be done. Because I sure as fuck ain’t ready to say “goodbye”.
Something that I don’t think everyone understands is.. Just because someone doesn’t self harm, starve themselves, or show outward signs of mental issues. It doesn’t mean that they’re okay. Because honestly, in my mind I’ve killed myself hundreds of times.
which is messier my life or my hair